"And whoever does not carry their cross and follow me, cannot be my disciple."- Luke 14:27
I grew up in a mostly Baptist family. I also got a good dose of Methodism and a few
warning shots from Church of Christ relatives.
But the message I heard loud and clear was to believe that Jesus was the
only begotten Son of God, that He died for my sins and rose on the third day…confess
that or spend eternity in the fires of Hell. So, at the ripe old age of ten, after hearing a
sermon about a selfish Rich Man and a poor beggar named Lazarus, I walked down
the aisle and “accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior”. I was as sincere and as a frightened as a ten year-old
boy could be; therefore I did what was necessary to avoid punishment. I accepted Christ and He accepted me. What a relief. If only I had known what it really meant to
be a Christ-follower.
As I grew older and discovered things like beer and
girls, I grabbed the wheel of my life and proceeded to systematically move
Jesus to the passenger side, then to the backseat and finally put him in the
trunk. I was still a “believer”, went to
church occasionally; and might even read the Bible and pray when times got hard.
But my priorities were not God’s
priorities; and in the end, as it says in The Book, you cannot serve two
masters.
I ran in circles where most people didn’t talk much about
God other than in profanities. The
few who admitted to being believers were mostly like me, content to stay on “the
front porch” of the faith enjoying the blessed assurance of salvation and counting
on their fire insurance. Some still gave
time and money to their church. Those
who were serious about their faith did more.
The Baptists were all about witnessing.
Do you know Jesus? Say you
believe, get baptized and go bring some more folks to church. Cheap grace. The Methodists and most of the other “mainline”
denominations seemed to be more interested in charitable activities and just being
respectable citizens who could check the right boxes. Show we are Christians by our love… and give
them a bowl of soup.
Witnessing, sharing your faith and being a good neighbor are
foundational to being Christ-followers. These
are surely good things. But something was missing. When the covers were pulled back most
believers’ lives weren’t much different from the non-believers. Certainly mine was not. We clung to our “belief”, to our “faith”; but
our actions betrayed us. We might say
the right things and even do some of the right things; but most of us were just
Christ fans, not followers. We were
hypocrites at best, heretics at worst.
Now late in life, I realize that one can waste their life
doing the wrong things while still believing the right things. Cheap grace is not what God is offering. The grace He offers costs Him
everything. While we can do nothing to
earn God’s grace and mercy; if we are to accept it, we must accept it on His terms…and
that is not cheap.